Wednesday, April 11, 2012

work @ four am

I woke up this morning at four.  I yelled a profane word and woke Allison up.  She asked me what was wrong.  I told her I was late for work.  She gave me an odd look.  She didn't understand what I was talking about.  How could I be late for work it's only four am.  The thing is I start work at three thirty on Wednesdays.  I was half an hour late.  My boss was going to chew me a new one.  Then his boss was going to chew me a new one.  Allison just looked at me and said I must be dreaming.  I don't have work till nine this morning.  What was she talking about.  I just don't understand anything that is going on anymore.  There's blimps in the sky and I don't work for UPS anymore.  If I don't work for UPS where do I work?

I tried going back to sleep, but it didn't work.  To many questions about everything.  I just lied there listening to Allison breathing in and out.  In and out.  I want to wake her and ask her what I do for a living.  I want to know why my life is so different all of a sudden.  Why is everything so different.  It's like my world doesn't exist anymore.  It's like I don't exist anymore.  Why?  Why is everything different?  I need to know.  I don't know if I'll discover the truth.  I can only hope.

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