the time i saw star wars

It was to much after walking around for about an hour.  I can't even describe what was happening.  I was a child seeing Star Wars for the first time.  The opening scene was enough to blow any kids mind.  You have what looks like this big spaceship flying across the screen and it's getting shot at.  Then you see a Star Destroyer!  That thing makes the big spaceship look small all of a sudden.  As I kid you don't know how to react.  You jaw just drops open and your like "what?!"  My mind is so confused I feel like I'm ten again.  At one point I'm sure I saw people walking by me just disappear into thin air and then see other people appear out of thin air.  I saw some people I could see through.  It was like they were there, but they weren't there.  How can that be?  How can someone be one place and not be there at the same time?

Do you see?  I must be going crazy.

What other explanation could there be?

a new and different world

I finally found what I'm guessing is my phone, except it's not really a phone.  It's like a blue tooth device, but not as ugly.  It wraps around the back of my ear and then has a small ear bud to put into my ear itself.  It's almost invisible, well hard to see with the naked eye.  After find that I decide I should go out.  Why stay in the apartment if there was so much to see.

The world is different.  I don't think I'm in Bloomington anymore and if I am, it's not my Bloomington.  There is so much going on here, it's to hard to explain.  My head is in overload, I don't know how to process this.  I can see the downtown, which I should not be able to from my apartment.  The tallest buildings in Bloomington are on campus, like ten to fourteen stories.  Tall, but not skyscrapers.  When looking out towards downtown there are tall buildings I can see.  Building that have to have at least fifty to sixty stories, probably more.  I can see blimps flying between the buildings.

I must be going crazy.  That is the only explanation for everything I'm seeing.  There is no way this is home.  My home isn't this insane.

Did I mention that I saw a flying cat yet?  Yeah a freaking flying car.

Skyscrapers, blimps, flying cars.  Were am I?  Were the hell am I?

missing television

Allison rushed out the door saying she was late for her train.  Her train???  Bloomington doesn't have any trains.  I didn't have time to ask her where I worked, but at the same time I feel lucky.  I didn't want to look like a total idiot in front of her twice in one morning.  Wasn't sure what I was suppose to do with the day.  I looked around for my phone to call my mom, but I couldn't find my phone.  Which is very unlike me.  I always know where my phone is.  Where would I have left my phone?  I can't even call Allison to ask her where I work now.

The day passes slowly.  I don't even think to turn on the TV.  I don't even think to look for our TV.  It's not in our living room.  Where is  our TV?  How could I miss something so center in our apartment?  Things are not fitting right in my mind.

work @ four am

I woke up this morning at four.  I yelled a profane word and woke Allison up.  She asked me what was wrong.  I told her I was late for work.  She gave me an odd look.  She didn't understand what I was talking about.  How could I be late for work it's only four am.  The thing is I start work at three thirty on Wednesdays.  I was half an hour late.  My boss was going to chew me a new one.  Then his boss was going to chew me a new one.  Allison just looked at me and said I must be dreaming.  I don't have work till nine this morning.  What was she talking about.  I just don't understand anything that is going on anymore.  There's blimps in the sky and I don't work for UPS anymore.  If I don't work for UPS where do I work?

I tried going back to sleep, but it didn't work.  To many questions about everything.  I just lied there listening to Allison breathing in and out.  In and out.  I want to wake her and ask her what I do for a living.  I want to know why my life is so different all of a sudden.  Why is everything so different.  It's like my world doesn't exist anymore.  It's like I don't exist anymore.  Why?  Why is everything different?  I need to know.  I don't know if I'll discover the truth.  I can only hope.

I work up today.  Everything seemed normal, but something was off.  I couldn't describe what was happening.  The sky was still blue.  Allison was sleeping next to me.  I could feel it coursing through me.  It was as if lighting was tingling up and down my spine.  My body was charging up for something.  Something was out there.  I need to find out what happened.  I need to know why I feel different.

Allison and I went for a run after getting up.  I don't exercise much, but my body looked a little different.  I didn't have a small beer gut.  My stomach was flat and firm.  I didn't have a six pack, but I was in shape.  When I started to run I felt alive.  My legs didn't hurt.  My knee was better.  I could run like a child again, better than when I was a child.  I do not know what's going on, but the world is changing.  I am changing.   I like it.  I like it a lot.

Also when I looked up in the sky I saw a blimp.  I told Allison to look and she didn't think anything of it.  It was like there are always blimps in the sky or something.  I don't understand.  What is happening to me.  Am I going crazy?  Am I forgetting all that I know?